9:04 PM, Thursday, June 29, 2006
Verse:
i don't know how long i can hold on,
i don't know how long more.
i don't know how much more i can take,
i don't know how much more.
Chorus:
i don't know how long... (echo) x3
i don't know how long i can hold on,
i don't know how long more.
i don't know how much more i can take,
i don't know how much more.
Chorus:
i don't know how long... (echo) x3
8:56 PM,
Verse 1:
You stood before creation
eternity in Your hand
You spoke the earth into motion
My soul now to stand
Verse 2:
You stood before my failure
And carried the cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon Your shoulders
My soul now to stand
Pre Chorus:
So what can I say
And what could I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You
Verse 3:
So I'll walk upon salvation
Your Spirit alive in me
This life to declare Your promise
My soul now to stand
Chorus:
So I'll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all
I'll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours
Coda:
So what can I say
And what could I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You
You stood before creation
eternity in Your hand
You spoke the earth into motion
My soul now to stand
Verse 2:
You stood before my failure
And carried the cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon Your shoulders
My soul now to stand
Pre Chorus:
So what can I say
And what could I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You
Verse 3:
So I'll walk upon salvation
Your Spirit alive in me
This life to declare Your promise
My soul now to stand
Chorus:
So I'll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all
I'll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours
Coda:
So what can I say
And what could I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You
10:41 PM, Wednesday, June 28, 2006
and we go blah blah blah again :)
6:10 PM, Sunday, June 25, 2006
hypocrite
1:34 AM,
boo.
lazy to post.
blah blah blah.
lazy to post.
blah blah blah.
1:52 AM, Saturday, June 24, 2006
bleahz.
holidays are ending.
holidays are ending.
1:46 AM,
here's a super funny joke:
Sunday School
Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, ''Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?''
When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. ''God Almighty !'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good'' and Mary fell back to sleep.
A while later the teacher asked Mary, ''Who is our Lord and Savior?'' But Mary didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. ''Jesus Christ!'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good,'' and Mary fell back to sleep.
Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, ''What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'' And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, ''If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!''
The Teacher fainted.
Sunday School
Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, ''Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?''
When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. ''God Almighty !'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good'' and Mary fell back to sleep.
A while later the teacher asked Mary, ''Who is our Lord and Savior?'' But Mary didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. ''Jesus Christ!'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good,'' and Mary fell back to sleep.
Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, ''What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'' And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, ''If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!''
The Teacher fainted.
1:41 AM,
blah blah blah.
3:44 AM, Tuesday, June 20, 2006
everytime i think of you,
i'm filled, filled with strength.
please please let me,
let me think of you.
i'm filled, filled with strength.
please please let me,
let me think of you.
3:32 AM,
6:52 PM, Monday, June 19, 2006
Verse 1:
i thought i was prepared,
i thought i was,
but no, no no no,
i wasn't.
Verse 2:
i failed, i failed,
time and time again.
picked myself up, yes i did,
i tried my best, i did, i swear.
Chorus:
its tough, its tough, its tough,
no one said it wasn't.
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know,
how much longer i can hold on.
i thought i was prepared,
i thought i was,
but no, no no no,
i wasn't.
Verse 2:
i failed, i failed,
time and time again.
picked myself up, yes i did,
i tried my best, i did, i swear.
Chorus:
its tough, its tough, its tough,
no one said it wasn't.
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know,
how much longer i can hold on.
12:30 AM, Saturday, June 17, 2006
I WROTE A SONG :(
Verse 1:
i wake up in the morning,
the bounce in my step gone.
no longer, no longer happy.
Verse 2:
look out of the window,
nothing cheered me up.
no longer, no longer happy.
Verse 3:
found money on the street,
i couldn't be bothered.
no longer, no longer happy.
Pre-Chorus:
why am i so down?
please please, tell me why.
Chorus:
its you, its you, its you!
its you, its you, its you.
the joy of my heart, don't leave me.
talk to me will ya, stop ignoring me.
i can't live without you.
please please, talk to me.
PS: this song is based on extreme thinking. half of it is fiction :) but it might become fact :(
Verse 1:
i wake up in the morning,
the bounce in my step gone.
no longer, no longer happy.
Verse 2:
look out of the window,
nothing cheered me up.
no longer, no longer happy.
Verse 3:
found money on the street,
i couldn't be bothered.
no longer, no longer happy.
Pre-Chorus:
why am i so down?
please please, tell me why.
Chorus:
its you, its you, its you!
its you, its you, its you.
the joy of my heart, don't leave me.
talk to me will ya, stop ignoring me.
i can't live without you.
please please, talk to me.
PS: this song is based on extreme thinking. half of it is fiction :) but it might become fact :(
10:46 PM, Thursday, June 15, 2006
thanks to the helpful little girl for leaking out some secret.
ah well, i'll leave this mess to God. i told Him before that i would.
don't talk to me. i'm kinda unhappy now :(
ah well, i'll leave this mess to God. i told Him before that i would.
don't talk to me. i'm kinda unhappy now :(
8:16 PM,
LOSER
- self pity
8:15 PM,
love is never two ways. nobody said it was.
4:37 AM, Tuesday, June 13, 2006
just can't help it, i just can't.
the love's too deep, its just too deep.
in the still night, its you on my mind.
in the busy day, its you in my heart.
they say thats love, thats what it is.
i'm in love and its really deep.
YOU'RE ALWAYS ON MY MIND
the love's too deep, its just too deep.
in the still night, its you on my mind.
in the busy day, its you in my heart.
they say thats love, thats what it is.
i'm in love and its really deep.
YOU'RE ALWAYS ON MY MIND
4:33 AM,
I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.
The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! If you can raed tihs psot.
9:45 PM, Saturday, June 10, 2006
STEAMBOAT WAS A DISASTER :)
10:34 PM, Friday, June 09, 2006
I'M BACK FROM CHURCH CAMP :)
was supposed to blog this yesterday but was too busy catching up with life :)
it was fun, you bet it was!
omg, saw teo chee hean at the hotel :)
first day was boring, wake up at 5, reach church at 6, reached the hotel at 1+, ate lunch and then slept. :)
woke up at 6 for dinner and then session at 7.30 :)
played UNO after service till 12+ :) OMG THE FOOD SUCKED :P
second day was better, breakfast at 8.30, session at 9, lunch at 1+? and we argued till 3+ on where to go... :P
finally decided on KLCC and we couldn't find the promised bus stop. so we asked the guard to call a taxi for us.
the stupid taxi driver cheated us of our money. grrr.... we told him Sungaiwan Plaza, he dropped us at Sungei Besi train station! and then told us to add 20RM coz it was another way.
we shopped, bought a few clothes and realised we couldn't get back on time for service as it started raining and there was a huge jam. ate swensens (wrong choice of food) and the ran in the rain across to times square where i bought an addidas ball for 49.90RM. :) took the train to KLCC where the petronas twin towers was :) window shopped and then left at 10pm. we got a better price this time, for 5 ppl in 1 taxi, 45RM from KLCC straight back to Marriot Putrajaya. funny how we took about an hr to reach sungaiwan plaza but took 20 mins to reach the hotel from KLCC :) that guy was speeding. seriously, at a max speed of 130km/h and an average speed of 90km/h, he almost crashed :) and it was seriously NOT FUN being squished in the back seat with 3 other people :( anyway, reached the hotel at 10:20, just nice when the service finished :P got a headache but still played UNO :P
the third day was a disaster. wenkai woke me up at 8:36 for service but i had this sickening headache and fell asleep minutes from being woken up :) and was woken up by a fatty and a turtle whacking me with newspaper. arghhh... spoilt my beautiful dream! hehe :) ANDREW YEO IS A CANNIBAL! HE BIT ME :) couldn't sleep after that so we woke up and went down for "session". hehe. it was almost finished the time we went down. had this HUGE IRRITATING STOMACHACHE and had to shit :P and then went for prayer by sister Karen.
thats when the true and living God touched me. she prayed for everything that was wrong in my life, without me telling her. prophesied to me which someone else confirmed later. :)
after that was lunch, and then workshop. that was where someone else prayed for me and confirmed the prophecy... and that was where i broke down. i was touched. why me, why me? i kept asking God.
it started raining after the workshop so soccer was cancelled :( we would have won :) watched scooby doo 2 on tv and then the channel 8 show the champions :) we then realised we were late for dinner and so we changed and went for dinner. after session, we played soccer outside till like 12. joy came disturbing us after that with wenkai coz we locked him out for bringing in the fatty in the morning :) anyway we went to joy's room after that to watch I Not Stupid Too. still funny and touching despite being the second time i watched it :) when they left to get the cd for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, i left to go back to sleep :) too tired la... after that heard from them that they watched till 5+ then played UNO till 7 after which they checked out and then ate breakfast. anyway, on my side, i was too tired. woke up at 8:50, missed breakfast and checked out. WE HAD TO PAY 1.60RM FOR CALLING MCDONALDS TWICE :P stomachache, shitted and then went late for session :) slept during the service like many other youths :) phototaking at 11.30 before leaving the hotel at 12+... somebody pangseh bus 2 again and went back by car :P bought several pirated games at mines which we were worried about how to clear at the customs. :) the stupid bus driver made us finish our food before allowing us to board the bus :( the bus ride was boring... seriously... slept, woke up, slept, woke up.
cleared the discs easily at the customs :P and i saw eric lee and his family :)
reached church at 7.15, waited for everyone else to arrive then left at around 8+... ate then went home... tried out the new games and slept. :)
was supposed to blog this yesterday but was too busy catching up with life :)
it was fun, you bet it was!
omg, saw teo chee hean at the hotel :)
first day was boring, wake up at 5, reach church at 6, reached the hotel at 1+, ate lunch and then slept. :)
woke up at 6 for dinner and then session at 7.30 :)
played UNO after service till 12+ :) OMG THE FOOD SUCKED :P
second day was better, breakfast at 8.30, session at 9, lunch at 1+? and we argued till 3+ on where to go... :P
finally decided on KLCC and we couldn't find the promised bus stop. so we asked the guard to call a taxi for us.
the stupid taxi driver cheated us of our money. grrr.... we told him Sungaiwan Plaza, he dropped us at Sungei Besi train station! and then told us to add 20RM coz it was another way.
we shopped, bought a few clothes and realised we couldn't get back on time for service as it started raining and there was a huge jam. ate swensens (wrong choice of food) and the ran in the rain across to times square where i bought an addidas ball for 49.90RM. :) took the train to KLCC where the petronas twin towers was :) window shopped and then left at 10pm. we got a better price this time, for 5 ppl in 1 taxi, 45RM from KLCC straight back to Marriot Putrajaya. funny how we took about an hr to reach sungaiwan plaza but took 20 mins to reach the hotel from KLCC :) that guy was speeding. seriously, at a max speed of 130km/h and an average speed of 90km/h, he almost crashed :) and it was seriously NOT FUN being squished in the back seat with 3 other people :( anyway, reached the hotel at 10:20, just nice when the service finished :P got a headache but still played UNO :P
the third day was a disaster. wenkai woke me up at 8:36 for service but i had this sickening headache and fell asleep minutes from being woken up :) and was woken up by a fatty and a turtle whacking me with newspaper. arghhh... spoilt my beautiful dream! hehe :) ANDREW YEO IS A CANNIBAL! HE BIT ME :) couldn't sleep after that so we woke up and went down for "session". hehe. it was almost finished the time we went down. had this HUGE IRRITATING STOMACHACHE and had to shit :P and then went for prayer by sister Karen.
thats when the true and living God touched me. she prayed for everything that was wrong in my life, without me telling her. prophesied to me which someone else confirmed later. :)
after that was lunch, and then workshop. that was where someone else prayed for me and confirmed the prophecy... and that was where i broke down. i was touched. why me, why me? i kept asking God.
it started raining after the workshop so soccer was cancelled :( we would have won :) watched scooby doo 2 on tv and then the channel 8 show the champions :) we then realised we were late for dinner and so we changed and went for dinner. after session, we played soccer outside till like 12. joy came disturbing us after that with wenkai coz we locked him out for bringing in the fatty in the morning :) anyway we went to joy's room after that to watch I Not Stupid Too. still funny and touching despite being the second time i watched it :) when they left to get the cd for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, i left to go back to sleep :) too tired la... after that heard from them that they watched till 5+ then played UNO till 7 after which they checked out and then ate breakfast. anyway, on my side, i was too tired. woke up at 8:50, missed breakfast and checked out. WE HAD TO PAY 1.60RM FOR CALLING MCDONALDS TWICE :P stomachache, shitted and then went late for session :) slept during the service like many other youths :) phototaking at 11.30 before leaving the hotel at 12+... somebody pangseh bus 2 again and went back by car :P bought several pirated games at mines which we were worried about how to clear at the customs. :) the stupid bus driver made us finish our food before allowing us to board the bus :( the bus ride was boring... seriously... slept, woke up, slept, woke up.
cleared the discs easily at the customs :P and i saw eric lee and his family :)
reached church at 7.15, waited for everyone else to arrive then left at around 8+... ate then went home... tried out the new games and slept. :)
9:42 PM, Saturday, June 03, 2006
i'm so tired and lonely, aching all over.
no one by my side to comfort me,
no one by my side to love me.
no one to tell me its alright.
went to wild wild wet today... so sad :( my $13 fly away :(
lazy pool, slide up, wave pool, slides; oh they were fun! yes, definitely.
but my mind was elsewhere. probably its just me. my problem. but who is there to tell me that.
i'm so tired, so lonely. is it worth it? this wait? someone tell me please.
AND I THOUGHT IT WOULD GET BETTER
no one by my side to comfort me,
no one by my side to love me.
no one to tell me its alright.
went to wild wild wet today... so sad :( my $13 fly away :(
lazy pool, slide up, wave pool, slides; oh they were fun! yes, definitely.
but my mind was elsewhere. probably its just me. my problem. but who is there to tell me that.
i'm so tired, so lonely. is it worth it? this wait? someone tell me please.
AND I THOUGHT IT WOULD GET BETTER
1:21 AM,
how amazing You are Lord!
went for the 12th anniversary of cscc today. message was great, God was with His people.
responded to the alter call and experienced something i've never experienced before.
God was so real and at that moment i realised how wonderful my God was.
i just kept praying in tongues and the person who prayed for me did that too. God was so real, how many times must i repeat that :)
I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT CAMP :)
tmr, or rather today, my dad's getting baptised. somehow, i don't feel happy. why? i don't know. maybe i will tomorrow... :(
still i feel lonely. even though i've experienced the living God. why? i still think of *name protected* everyday :(
went for the 12th anniversary of cscc today. message was great, God was with His people.
responded to the alter call and experienced something i've never experienced before.
God was so real and at that moment i realised how wonderful my God was.
i just kept praying in tongues and the person who prayed for me did that too. God was so real, how many times must i repeat that :)
I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT CAMP :)
tmr, or rather today, my dad's getting baptised. somehow, i don't feel happy. why? i don't know. maybe i will tomorrow... :(
still i feel lonely. even though i've experienced the living God. why? i still think of *name protected* everyday :(
12:45 AM, Friday, June 02, 2006
i feel so depressed, so lonely.
no one shares my pain.
how i wish that i could share my troubles, my pain with *name protected* :)
haiz...
maybe its just wishful thinking.
maybe i should give up?
someone tell me....
sat at the playground for 20 mins, sat on the pool chairs for 30 mins...
splashed pool water for 20 mins...
haiz... i can't get myself to do anything.
sin, temptation, why me? WHY ME!
set me free, SET ME FREE :(
it all came tumbling down.
no one shares my pain.
how i wish that i could share my troubles, my pain with *name protected* :)
haiz...
maybe its just wishful thinking.
maybe i should give up?
someone tell me....
sat at the playground for 20 mins, sat on the pool chairs for 30 mins...
splashed pool water for 20 mins...
haiz... i can't get myself to do anything.
sin, temptation, why me? WHY ME!
set me free, SET ME FREE :(
it all came tumbling down.
