10:06 PM, Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Slow Fade - Casting Crowns
Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade
Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day
Oh be careful little eyes what see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
i'm sorry. let me start over
Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade
Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day
Oh be careful little eyes what see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
i'm sorry. let me start over
10:33 PM, Tuesday, April 29, 2008
i suck. booooooooooooooooo. i cannot forgive myself. 2 100 games. what was i thinking? it was deja vu. a repeat of last tues. wahlao. then ahkee came over. i told him my ball not working. he told me i not working. realised my mistake. i was so nervous that i was pulling my ball everywhere. thanks to ac supporters. i'm forever on the 2nd page now. my first and last competition for rj and this is how i perform? shit. i suck. really. should i pon sch tmr?
the physical game's over. but the emotional one is far from over.
more tmr. too moodless today.
the physical game's over. but the emotional one is far from over.
more tmr. too moodless today.
9:47 PM, Monday, April 28, 2008
i wish i could tell you....
how beautiful you are; how cute you are; how stunning, how mesmerizing.. i'll never get the chance to.
you melted my heart instantly
you melted my heart instantly
11:59 PM, Wednesday, April 23, 2008
they said
they said, i should be studying. they said, they expect more from me. they said, i'm wasting my life away. they said, i should know my limits. they said. they said. they said...
when will they ever understand? i'm just so tired of this.
i need a miracle. no song can describe my feelings
if i could lie forever as the world passes by
when will they ever understand? i'm just so tired of this.
i need a miracle. no song can describe my feelings
if i could lie forever as the world passes by
7:13 PM, Tuesday, April 22, 2008
i cannot perform under pressure. it sucks to realise that. singles was damn screwed. 1st and 2nd game i totally screwed up my throws. nervousness got the better of me. so much so that i bowled a 105... pro? lol. I CANNOT BOWL UNDER PRESSURE. I CANNOT DO ANYTHING UNDER PRESSURE. I SUCK.
8:23 PM, Sunday, April 20, 2008
"he whom the Son sets free, is free"
thanks ken for the verse of the week.
dota will be my downfall. seriously. looking forward to the last stand tmr. i'm quite sad leh. the imcb contacts have already been spread around for 2 days and only one GUY added me :( haha.
2 days and counting....
thanks ken for the verse of the week.
dota will be my downfall. seriously. looking forward to the last stand tmr. i'm quite sad leh. the imcb contacts have already been spread around for 2 days and only one GUY added me :( haha.
2 days and counting....
7:18 PM, Sunday, April 13, 2008
sheit. why is streetdirectory.com down?? sialah. the tagline very cliche. i really lost without it. lol. i'm a dota noob lah. someone teach me lehhhh.. lol.
11:32 PM, Friday, April 11, 2008
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ok. enough ranting. time to sleep. flag day tmr. retarded.
edit: feel my wrath. this post was actually 10 pages long.
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ok. enough ranting. time to sleep. flag day tmr. retarded.
edit: feel my wrath. this post was actually 10 pages long.
9:48 PM, Sunday, April 06, 2008
still can't unlove you. why would i want to?
i still miss the nights we spent together, the stuff we did together. memories still fresh as though it was just yesterday. i wish i could be like you, living as though nothing ever happened. why am i so sentimental? why do i still hope that everything could return to before? how foolish. even if we got together again, would things be the same? walked home from marine parade cc. the longest walk i've ever walked in years. it was a short distance but it took forever. 30+ mins. ALONE. emoed all the way. reminiscing times which would be forever buried in the books of history. the self-pity came back. i remembered i didn't have anyone to spend a lonely night with. blame myself for not appreciating what i had. i was a fool. always was. i thought it was over. i thought i moved on. but it was all a beautiful illusion. i really really miss the past. i hope YOU dont read this. i still love you.
i still miss the nights we spent together, the stuff we did together. memories still fresh as though it was just yesterday. i wish i could be like you, living as though nothing ever happened. why am i so sentimental? why do i still hope that everything could return to before? how foolish. even if we got together again, would things be the same? walked home from marine parade cc. the longest walk i've ever walked in years. it was a short distance but it took forever. 30+ mins. ALONE. emoed all the way. reminiscing times which would be forever buried in the books of history. the self-pity came back. i remembered i didn't have anyone to spend a lonely night with. blame myself for not appreciating what i had. i was a fool. always was. i thought it was over. i thought i moved on. but it was all a beautiful illusion. i really really miss the past. i hope YOU dont read this. i still love you.
10:14 PM, Wednesday, April 02, 2008
i'm an emo kid!!!! dunno why. suddenly feeling damn emo.
晴天 - 周杰倫
故事的小黄花
从出生那年就飘着
童年的荡秋千
随记忆一直晃到现在
ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ ㄒ一 ㄉㄡ ㄒ一
ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ
吹着前奏望着天空
我想起花瓣试着掉落
为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
没想到失去的勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开
刮风这天 我试过握着你手
但偏偏 雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久 我才能在你身边
等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点
从前从前 有个人爱你很久
但偏偏 风渐渐
把距离吹得好远
好不容易 又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜
haha. i've been thinking alot about love. so complex yet so simple. so beautiful yet so ugly. so powerful to motivate, yet creates monstrous despair.
love can create. and destroy. a friendship is built on love. yet breaks by love.
wahlao. so chimmmm... lol. MY OWN THOUGHTS OK. QUOTE ME FIRST.
晴天 - 周杰倫
故事的小黄花
从出生那年就飘着
童年的荡秋千
随记忆一直晃到现在
ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ ㄒ一 ㄉㄡ ㄒ一
ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ
吹着前奏望着天空
我想起花瓣试着掉落
为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
没想到失去的勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开
刮风这天 我试过握着你手
但偏偏 雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久 我才能在你身边
等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点
从前从前 有个人爱你很久
但偏偏 风渐渐
把距离吹得好远
好不容易 又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜
haha. i've been thinking alot about love. so complex yet so simple. so beautiful yet so ugly. so powerful to motivate, yet creates monstrous despair.
love can create. and destroy. a friendship is built on love. yet breaks by love.
wahlao. so chimmmm... lol. MY OWN THOUGHTS OK. QUOTE ME FIRST.
