11:50 PM, Tuesday, August 07, 2007
it hurts, it really does
I turned to Him, I gave up my pride. I gave up the anger, at the same time went the ability to defend myself. What am I left with? Nothing. I lost all ability to get angry with someone. I could no longer defend my pride. Whenever I was wronged all I was filled with was love for that person. I couldn't even bear to seek revenge. Sometimes I just wonder if its worth it. I just get hurt more and more each day, each day I sink more and more into self pity. I feel so useless, so stupid. Why am I letting people control my life? Why am I affected by what they say, what they do? Is it worth it?
2 Samuel 22:19
They confronted me in the day of my calamity, but the LORD was my support.
Why why why? Why do I still place my support on the things of the world? Even when the world fails you, God will always be there. Please God, help me.
God, it hurts. It hurts real bad. I'm breaking
My God is big
So strong so mighty
My God's plan for me
Goes beyond my wildest dreams
My God is good
He's so good to me
He's my God and
He is my refuge
He's the rock on which I stand
He's my fortress
God, He is my life
He holds the oceans in his hand
There's nothing my God cannot do
2 Samuel 22:19
They confronted me in the day of my calamity, but the LORD was my support.
Why why why? Why do I still place my support on the things of the world? Even when the world fails you, God will always be there. Please God, help me.
God, it hurts. It hurts real bad. I'm breaking
My God is big
So strong so mighty
My God's plan for me
Goes beyond my wildest dreams
My God is good
He's so good to me
He's my God and
He is my refuge
He's the rock on which I stand
He's my fortress
God, He is my life
He holds the oceans in his hand
There's nothing my God cannot do
