11:51 PM, Thursday, December 27, 2007
i'llll fiinnnddd soommmeeeoonnneee neewwww
wahlao. easier said than done. today was stupid. dumb. had to bowl at ntu invitational in the morning so i woke up at 8 despite having only 4+ hrs of sleep. wow. blame it on the sleep for the lousy score lah! lol. anyway, i bowled a screwed up score. really damn screwed up. why wasnt it doubles or teams?!?!! wahlao. indiv sia... die liao lor. no $$ already. lol. not like there was money anyway. its just dumb vouchers. anyway, rushed off to vivo after that to catch national treasure with cell ppl. theres still this awkwardness when i see her, its like so close, yet so distant, as though a never ending, ever widening gap had formed. and is this widening. we had been so close yet now we seem like total strangers. hey. even strangers do talk. it just sucks. well, i hope i'll get over it soon. i think the pain's starting to fade off already. gotten used to it already i guess. anyway, the movie was dumb. totally. but the couples so romantic worxzz!~ lol. it was dumb after that. went for long johns but i had no mood to eat. i was slightly hungry, would have easily gulped down a combo one but i guess i just had no mood. it was a torture really. vivo's play area is damn fun. ok lah. i childhood deprived can? lol. but it was quite fun. stoned there till like 830 then mrt to dhoby and walked to paradiz for lan. left at 10+ and walked to bugis. parted ways, but i didnt go home straight. walked down bugis street emoing and wondering. the more i delved into it, the bigger the topic seemed. till i was too amazed to continue. its tiring too. walked all the way to little india to get a drink. ended up buying milk from two stupid indians. its like i walked to the front, the guy asked me to go to the back to pay. walked to the back, he told me to go to the front. repeated twice. tmd. i got fed up, told the guy, you don't want collect money, i'm just walking off without paying. explored little india more, not exactly a good idea at this time of the day, night actually, though. damn, i hate being minority. lol. i was majority, until then. oh it so sucked. now i understand how those people feel in normal daily life. ok lah. i'm off for more bridge to help me sleep. SORRY LAH. I NO LIFE CAN?
wahlao. easier said than done. today was stupid. dumb. had to bowl at ntu invitational in the morning so i woke up at 8 despite having only 4+ hrs of sleep. wow. blame it on the sleep for the lousy score lah! lol. anyway, i bowled a screwed up score. really damn screwed up. why wasnt it doubles or teams?!?!! wahlao. indiv sia... die liao lor. no $$ already. lol. not like there was money anyway. its just dumb vouchers. anyway, rushed off to vivo after that to catch national treasure with cell ppl. theres still this awkwardness when i see her, its like so close, yet so distant, as though a never ending, ever widening gap had formed. and is this widening. we had been so close yet now we seem like total strangers. hey. even strangers do talk. it just sucks. well, i hope i'll get over it soon. i think the pain's starting to fade off already. gotten used to it already i guess. anyway, the movie was dumb. totally. but the couples so romantic worxzz!~ lol. it was dumb after that. went for long johns but i had no mood to eat. i was slightly hungry, would have easily gulped down a combo one but i guess i just had no mood. it was a torture really. vivo's play area is damn fun. ok lah. i childhood deprived can? lol. but it was quite fun. stoned there till like 830 then mrt to dhoby and walked to paradiz for lan. left at 10+ and walked to bugis. parted ways, but i didnt go home straight. walked down bugis street emoing and wondering. the more i delved into it, the bigger the topic seemed. till i was too amazed to continue. its tiring too. walked all the way to little india to get a drink. ended up buying milk from two stupid indians. its like i walked to the front, the guy asked me to go to the back to pay. walked to the back, he told me to go to the front. repeated twice. tmd. i got fed up, told the guy, you don't want collect money, i'm just walking off without paying. explored little india more, not exactly a good idea at this time of the day, night actually, though. damn, i hate being minority. lol. i was majority, until then. oh it so sucked. now i understand how those people feel in normal daily life. ok lah. i'm off for more bridge to help me sleep. SORRY LAH. I NO LIFE CAN?
